Hi Anita--
I'm so incredibly sorry to hear this news. This is one of those times in life where no matter what anyone tells you (it's gonna be ok...she's in a much better place...she's in peace...etc.), it's really just words. Nothing will ever be the same, but time does help ease the pain. You'll forever miss her, forever wish you had one more day with her. Just know how blessed you were to have someone so wonderful in your life and do whatever possible to keep her memory alive. As time goes on, you'll realize how much of her genuinely lives inside of you and all that you do is part and parcel of her influence.
Please know that in our own goofy way, I'm here, Dee's here and many other members are here for you. If you need shoulder's we've got 'em.
Massive hugs,
Greeds